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SORRY.

im here 2 say srry 2 a lot of ppl. had interview 2day. but i screwed it up so badly, dey called me 2 come in tmr. hope i can do better tmr! i will try 2 treat it as chit chat session. duno y i get pressurised wheneva i c d higher ups. den my mind shuts off. same thing happened 2 yrs ago when senior joshua was interviewing 4 ppl including me 4 NDP. he was choosing d 1 reserve out. n bcos of my lousy performance at d interview, i became d reserve. but senior yapchien managed 2 pull me in somehow, n therefore, i say srry 2 d following ppl: Seniors: YapChien, Joshua n others dat had blieved in my standard. im srry 4 disappointing dem wif my lousy standard nw. i oso say srry 2: Sgt Maj Keefe, Encik DeSheng n Sgt ChekWei. srry 4 boring u guys 2 death 2day. dey blieved dat i had potential, but i disappointed dem by showing crapp during d interview. ohh yeas encik asked a ermss...sensitive question. i was quite shocked O.O n srry 2 d other ppl dat i hav done wrong 2. u guys noe who u r, i dun nid 2 say. my sincere apologies.

i promise i'll do better! at least i'll try. hope i can keep it dis time...i wun tell anybody who i voted 4, but i can tell u wat ppl voted 4 me! quite a few ppl put me under part D spec, cos im quite slack. heyys it rhymes. hahah. lets jus hope i get at least a spec :DD

anyways its d 1st schooling day w/o him. sho different. nth occupies my mind, n yet i cant concentrate on lessons either. D: he means so much to me...