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CONFUSED.

i feel so confused nw...i still love him, but im pissed at d same time. srry 4 being so agitated 2 all d ppl ytd. spamming caps everywhere. haiix...will it end? i duno. which isit gonna b? LOVE, FRIENDS or HATE...sighs im so messed up. screwed life. ok nvm everythings my fault, like it has always been.I TAKE IT ALL BACK. ITS THE END.

ytd's training was quite ok. opening parade pump 10 nia! :D dats only cos paul ng judges by: 1. Beret 2. If starch can b spotted 3. white marks on boots 4. thread. n i happened 2 only hav a mistake wif my beret. :D yippeee i owned d whole platoon. or mayb even d company? den aft dat was pt. started off by pumping 4 being late. den aft dat we ran 2wards fitness corner. while running some N Air ppl threw their socks up in d air n some ppl freaked out. den we did some crappy slack pt. 10 times on d heaviest log with both hands. den aft dat we ran 1 round. HAHAH. OWNED again. i reached 1st, n d rest were lagging bhind. mayb its cos dey were tiredd frm d opening parade punishments. den sgt weilun ran in front of me, den i took over him again. den i dcided 2 go slower n wait 4 d rest. so he overtook me again. den squats. near no kicks. sia larhh. suicide window sucks. so weird. den i anyhow do lucky nvr fall like medwin LOL. or almost kick david like w00nie. LOL.

even if you broke my heart, i would still love you-with all the small pieces.