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BUSY.

been too busy to come and post! well even thought my homepage for firefox and IE is my blog :O then i decided to change my skin since im a little free today. my timetable is filling up with periods that are out of the normal school hours. in other words, theres so many many remedials ): and thus practically im in school until 4pm+ 5pm for most of the week. anyways im gonna sleep early today! nnites all.

97days to 'O's~!

just fk off, i havent done any wrong, especially to you.

LEADERSHIP CAMP.

havent been blogging for quite some time! too much homework! leadership camp ended, and so has our last training. the feeling is somehow, indescribable. shall leave the rest of the stuff to POP post hahah.

basically, the entire schedule was about the same. nothing much to say about activities. i got nothing much to say. need to finish homework! basically only chinese and maths.

U-kiss - [What]
Ok U-Kiss again
Yeah Come back to me
To the left to the to the left
To the right to the to the right

What did you say, just what did you say, what did you say to me?
Why do you keep making it hard for me?
What did you say, just what did you say, what did you say to me?
I stay

The sticky sticky gap between us
Shattered hearts, you’re hurting too
Always trembling feelings
Tonight I’m really having a hard time

Just what are you, trying to shake me from behind
How smart of you, trying to mess with me from the back
Spitting me out like gum that has lost its taste
Love like this, up, down, down, down

What did you say, just what did you say, what did you say to me?
Why do you keep making it hard for me?
What did you say, just what did you say, what did you say to me?
I stay

Making me look like a beggar now
Trying to deceive me now
I really hate you but please come back
Nobody, nobody, nobody can take your place
Please don’t leave me

You broke my heart, tore me apart
My heart that’s been shredded, I cannot find the answer
Our love that’s been broken into two
This hurt that’s deepening, it’s extremely sad, I ain’t with ya
Fix my broken heart, back to open arms

Don’t push me around. I won’t slip away. I won’t leave you.
I’m going crazy crazy
I will hold on. Girl, You know i gotta take you back
I know you. I’m going crazy crazy

What did you say, just what did you say, what did you say to me?
Why do you keep making it hard for me?
What did you say, just what did you say, what did you say to me?
I stay

Making me look like a beggar now
Trying to deceive me now
I really hate you but please come back
Nobody, nobody, nobody can take your place
Please don’t leave me

I just want you I need you
I love you so leave space for (Oh, leave it for me)
I just want you I need you
I’ll wait for you so behind you
I stay

What did you say, just what did you say, what did you say to me?
Why do you keep making it hard for me?
What did you say, just what did you say, what did you say to me?
I stay

Making me look like a beggar now
Trying to deceive me now
I really hate you but please come back
Nobody, nobody, nobody can take your place
Please don’t leave me

2AM - [I was wrong]
I was wrong wrong wrong
Your words were so, so, so sweet that
I didn't realize you were playing me, me, me
with your words, words, words everyday

Baby do you really wanna hurt me?
Why are you doing this to me? why?

The stories regarding your other men
The stories regarding your behavior
I tried to ignore and pretended that I didn't hear but

The way you act when you are intoxicated
The way you smile at my friend
Change it Stop it
Even though I tell you many times

* You say I'm so sorry only for that moment
You say I will change only for that moment
My heart in pa, pa, pain it hurts but
I can't help but repeating

# I was wrong wrong wrong
Your words were so, so, so sweet that
I didn't realize you were playing me, me, me
with your words, words, words everyday
Baby you breaking my heart
Baby you hurting my heart
I want to stop this
I know this is wrong
but I keep going back to you

Baby you and I
Like a bad popular song
I'm crying inside, but I force a smile like a clown
Baby you and I
Like a bad popular song
I'm crying inside

Repeat *#

Rap:
My heart and body go astray
I am a such fool with no pride that
Although I was deceived by love I wipe my tears
and just go back to you knowing that this is wrong
The fact that I am a toy that you played and threw away
Makes my feeling unbearable
But Why! Why! Why! Why!
Today I am a clown who smiles in front of you again

credits to L.o.L and crazyoverwith.wordpress.

will anyone understand me?

SHOCK OF THE NEW ERA.

ordered the album about 2h ago. and and im so very excited! i think when i get notification that the album is here, i'll open the letterbox everyday for it. LOL. for now, spazz about yoseob first. LOL.

"Junhyung: You're throwing me away and leaving?!
Yoseob: Yes, I throw things away well."
- Junhyung & Yoseob (MTV B2ST Ep 6)

"Where am I? Baby, I'm stuck in your heart!"
- Yoseob (Mr. Daniel's "How to hook up with someone"

"Hello, this is cutie Yang Yoseob. I'm in charge of BEAST's main vocals, and I am the son (of this group)."
- Yoseob (MTV Most Wanted)

"Oh! The banana is eating a pizza!"
- Staff member to Yoseob (Bad Girl MV BTS)

"Doojoonah, I cherish you -- You know that right?"
- Yoseob (Cyworld)

"k k k k k k k our Yoseobie, I love you"
- Doojoon (Cyworld)

"Yes, Hello! I Am The Darling Cutie, Yang Yoseob!"
- Yoseob (MTV Most Wanted Interview 2)

"Don't take it out when there are people looking! There's panties and everything. What's your problem?"
- Junhyung to Yoseob (MTV B2ST BTS 13)

"We both. Secretly. Shower. Together!"
- Yoseob (MTV B2ST BTS 15)

&& grats b2st on their 1st win since debut on march 25th, m! countdown. poor hyungs cried. (well i cant say that theyre boys, they are after all older than me)

crosscountry is on tuesday! and im afraid i wont be able to run on that day. my thighs are aching after 2.4 on friday. consequences of not running for a long time ._.

i feel so empty inside, whenever i dont see you.

INSOMNIAAA.

dont feel like sleeping. so im here again. ive got nothing to post again. but i just feel like. ohh well...

YiDa: *looks at my ipod wallpaper* eh thats a girl right?
me: NO! MY YOSEOOOOB<3 *shows another photo of yoseob* YiDa: wa seriously he looks like change sex de. yida likes to bully me ): ive been changing my ipod wallpaper for like a few times a day. i need more photos of yoseob! ok im tired nnites all ._.


B2ST - Shock
Every day I just can’t control
Every night the loneliness is my love
(So Beast’s in the cube)

Can’t breathe, my body’s getting stiff like an ice (Why! Why!)
Hey dear, stay here, I’m going blind (Why! Why!)
No way losing my way, why are you drifting away?
I don’t want to get hurt, but what will we do with my love struck heart?

I don’t hear anything
I don’t see anything
Oh, ever since you’ve left
I couldn’t focus on anything else

(Cuz I’ll be there)
Everything stopped, and now it's over
And my existence is fading away
(Cuz I’ll be there)
Even if I close my eyes
You're still fading away from my memories

Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
I’m sorry, please come back to my side
Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
Because of you I can’t focus on anything else. Oh~
Come to me, oh oh oh tonight's (so so crazy)
Come back, back back to me (I’m waiting (for) you you!)
Oh oh oh tonight's (so so crazy)
I don't think I can ever wake up from ma shock

Hey ya, wake up
Once I wake up, you’re not by my side
Oh lalalalalala, now you’re laughing like a lunatic
I’m struggling everyday against the clashing waves of loneliness
I can’t (forget you) for the rest of my life

If I knew it would be like this, I would have held you back
Then it wouldn't have been so hard
Oh, even if I try to embrace you once more
I can’t, cuz I can't even move a single finger

(Cuz I'll be there)
It’s hard to breath
And my heart hurts.
(Cuz I’ll be there)
The more I think about you
The longer I idle while sitting down
And I can’t get anything done

Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
I’m sorry, please come back to my side
Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
Because of you I can’t focus on anything else. Oh~
Come to me, oh oh oh tonight's (so so crazy)
Come back, back back to me (I’m waiting (for) you you!)
Oh oh oh tonight's (so so crazy)
I don't think I can ever wake up from ma shock

Every night in my dream (in my dream)
I can’t (can’t)
Hear your voice (voice)
So, where are you?

If you’re happy to be away from my side
Then I will try to hold in my tears for you

Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
I’m sorry, please come back to my side
Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
Because of you I can’t focus on anything else. Oh~
Come to me, oh oh oh tonight's (so so crazy)
Come back, back back to me (I’m waiting (for) you you!)
Oh oh oh tonight's (so so crazy)
I don't think I can ever wake up from ma shock

This song is not over
Get Shocked


allubyu, my one and only.

B2ST.

gawd i just felt like posting, and here i am now. i didnt know what to post about, so i shall post about b2st LOL. just joined a b2st forum. as usual, i join forums to kope pics. im waiting for a twitter project. hope they have one for kikwangs birthday. i want to spam/trend.

"Yong Junhyung's friend Yang Yoseob became Yoon Doojoon's toy." - Doojoon (Cyworld)

LOLed quite hard at this quote. && i think doojun and yoseob are freaking cute. examples below~

"k k k k k k k our Doojoonie, I love you" - Yoseob (Cyworld)

"My cute Yoseobah, there's not much time left let's fight And stop hitting me when you go to sleep." - Doojoon (Cyworld)

"Better not cheat on me~" - Yoseob (Cyworld)

"The bubble gum was my idea, you ahjusshi!" - Doojoon to Yoseob (MTV B2ST Ep 7)

"Looking for snacks to eat as soon as he wakes up is our Yoon Leader~" - Hyunseung (MTV B2ST Ep 10)

"Of course, the others had fun as well. But Yoseob in particular had more fun." - Junhyung about Yoseob at Karaoke (MTV B2ST Ep 7)

"Without this, it feels like I'm going around with no clothes." - Doojoon (pointing to his sideburns) (BEAST is the B2ST BTS)

"Uh, that's okay, I have Doojoonie." - Yoseob to Kikwang (Inkigayo Mobile Ranking)

"Doojoon: We will reveal the truth!
Yoseob: I AM THE TRUTH!
Doojoon: Yesterday during the fansign, Junhyung--
Yoseob: I AM THE TRUTH ~ !"
- Doojoon & Yoseob (MSC #5)

"I'm babo, you babo. Everybody babo." - Doojoon to Yoseob (BEAST is the B2ST BTS)

ok i think i spazzed too much. still have lessons tomorrow and i have to go to school myself. buhbyees everybody.

hahah ILY wor :D

credits to b2strising.com :D

MARCH HOLIDAYS.

using 'holidays' isnt appropriate. theres just a thick stack of homework piling up. && theres lesson everyday. so practically only sunday is our 'off day', which i normally have tuition. im home today because my mums overseas and so she cancelled the tuition.

PTM. met quite a few parents of the people i knew. but jianxiangs mum was the most epicc. about 3 weeks before i went jianxiangs house during CIP. but during PTM she didnt recognise me at all LOL. eugene nahs mother recognised me. but i didnt :X

addicted to b2sts/beasts shock! yoseob is <3 larhh. i love his hair! && he looks less chubby and dark now compared to the time i saw him in sgb, where they called him a foreigner LOL.


i dont care. not anymore.

MOTIVATIONAL WORKSHOP .

the workshop is over! im feeling more driven to do everything to the best standard i can. shant go into every single little bit of detail, im lazy to. its quite emo actually. all the apologising and stuff, together with the ending on the 3rd day. together with the fact that our dear coach sabrina was leaving the company and this was her last school. sighhs. -easily affected-

sidetrack a little! pended with 7 7 8 8 neck, wheeeeeee~

as a batch, we should work together. as a class, we should encourage each other. as individuals, we should do our best.

short post today, i need to finish up my chinese. which is currently undone.

happy birthday ivan yak and bready boss roti!

how is everything going to end up?